Why do I write?

It is very important to set up objectives!

I have decided to start posting again since there are a lot of things that is happening around me that I had only keep it to myself until now... I hope that it would be beneficial if someone can know about it and learn something from it. Even discussing the idea that I may have posted because ....GREAT people talk about IDEAS!

Also, as a reminder, the famous hadith (=Saying of our Prophet Muhammad SAW, Peace be Upon Him):

"Actions are by intentions and every man shall have only what he intended....Thus he whose migration was for Allah and His Messenger, and he whose migration was to achieve some worldly benefit or to take some woman in marriage, his migration was for that which he migrated"
  -Al Bukhari and Muslim


The essential thing that we can relate about this is the importance of OBJECTIVES.


So to make it clear for me, I shall list why I want to write:
-To improve my writings (obviously the more you write the better!). Not only in English but will be also in Malay.. also in the structure of the writings..as you may have noticed there is no proper flow whatsoever
-So that the reader can learn something from it (I dont usually have a target reader, but is planning to write for my juniors)
-To exercise myself to say out loud my idea and thinking. I feel sad when I think I have a good idea but is not able to say it out and defend it!
-Generally this is part of my self-improvement since I have abundance of time in this three months summer break. Hopefully I will be able to keep writing as long as I could..May Allah help me in this Istiqamah
-Hopefully, this will be part of my deeds that will help me to spread and to tell people about Islam because that is the responsibilities of everyone who has said the Shahadah
-Now, that sounds very Islamic isn't it?? but this blog is not about Islam in specific! It will be a very general-themed blog that would target all readers alike.

NOW, you would want to see my previous post and you will learn that I have stop writing since I entered the IB diploma programme. I started posting during my gap months after the national examination (SPM) take place. Here you will learn some of my area of interest!

Until then! Cheerio!

END of IB part 1

65 Days to IB exam

Year 2 coming.

OK. 6 months had past. A year more to go.

What did I do.

An international conference.

An EXCEL programme.

A successful community service.

For photography club.... a dinner at Taman Tasik. A photography session that should be done better. Yeah, should be managed better.

And academics.

And semester exam.the most important exam in KMB, yet I think I should have done better.

A coming replacement interview.I better be prepared.

And a lot more to do. next semester. its 40.

not to mention my extended essay.

Im thinking of dropping something. Or shall I take the opportunity and take it all.And a better time management. and self discipline.

A man of values rather than a man of success.

Oh yeah, I watched Robin Hood with my dad:

"Rise and rise again until lambs become lion."

It means equal opportunity and rights for all.

Another quote.

So im at kuching doing hospital attachment.

Im interested more in talking to patients rather than the doctor.

A young doctor in Hospital Umum Sarawak in Surgical Unit of Specialist Clinic had obviously a strange impression on us. A junior doctor who thinks in next 5 years hospital will be crowded by doctors. And he means to say that......I should be aware of this and change our attitude to pass our interview. Okay doctor. I hope I can understand what he really trying to say.

Other than that doctor, the nurses and the more senior officers are very helpful. A young doctor who works in dermatological clinic really explains a lot of his job. Sister and nurses had shown us around the area.

April

is going to end..

Semester 2 Exam

Its TWO months from now.

If you screw this, u'll screw everything.

The Big Take

When we get inspired, we write:

The chance we have is the chance we seize.- I seize EXCEL on wednesday

I know life will be a hell after I chose to and I know-seems that chance had go to me

As for the last two week, i had never before been continuously busy and occupied

I was doing my work till i fall asleep on my study table

Yet I feel so alive and efficient

Tho sometime things don't run as what we have planned,

Well, live is hard.

We got tense, and my face was 'ketat' on an interview

And I ran away after the nurse pull out the needle in a blood donation without waiting for the prescription- just to catch up with something

And I think I have so much to improve if i want to realize my dream

So much things, and so much sacrifice

But not too much for a life

And its worth it, it is at the end of the day, where we can be proud of what we have done.

I want the best.

I will aim high

Allah, help me.

For the lives to come

There is so much that we can prepare

and sacrifice

and stop doing

and start doing

leave and take.

2010

5th jan-school resume

what i gnna do-
Find sponsor for camp!
Plan CAS activity for a PDK,
Prepare for Brunei Conference,
Find Research Question for my EE,
Choose TOK question n start writing,
Revision2, consistent2,

Cut on SPENDING!- shop only when its SALE, hehe- wait for CNY la kot.

Summary of 2009

So there goes 11month of 2009.

Before we hit the 31st, here's the summary of my 2009.

I've finished school.

I no longer wear a uniform everyday,

I stayed at home longer than ever(since i entered a boarding school in 2004)

I got my probatory driving license,

Me and Zahid entered IBS,

I met the Kolej Tun Datu Tuanku Hj Bujang people,

I met Jeo Jeo and friends.

I hit a car at a junction

I made a decision on my career path,

I went for Shell interview and failed,

I went for Yayasan Tun Razak Interview and failed,

I went for MARA interview (during the time when Yayasan TR programme which I failed the interview) and success,

I had learnt that program in UK is spelled as programme , double m and an e

I entered MARA College Banting,

The International Baccalaureate is a 2 years programme

I now have a room in a building placed strategically in an oil palm plantation

I met new friends,

I had learnt that Math in its purest form is incomprehensible,

I had learnt that, however with hard work and practice, its not that hard, kan? :)

I no longer study physics,

I heard engineering students talking about quantum mech. and the relation between speed of light and Einstein's theory (I feel so lucky i didn't learn physics no more)

I had learnt that, an atom have suborbitals,

I love Biology

I love economics too - hye Adam Smith and oh,,Matt McGee

I had learnt that English is so much fun when u can swear,

I had known that frisbee is also played among humans,

Im trying to love softball,

Im learning tennis

I have despised soccer,

Im a mac

I had learnt that self-esteem is mainly built on the things : the quality of relationship with another people and how your presence affect them.

I no longer played with l.o.v.e

I want to be a better person

I want to be a better friend,

A better student,

A better learner,

A better listener,

A better company,

A better me,

A better family member,

I want to be the best of myself,

I want to be a better Muslim.

I had discovered myself,

I had met wonderful people,

and amazing personage.

Until then, a better 2010

An Apple A Day

Keeps the doctor away.

For the record: 30th October: Outing @ KLCC

Semester Exam on the 2nd Dec

For the record: Manifesto night in KMB on the ninth and tenth.

Semester Exam, a month to go.- 2nd of December.

Math- Do your exercise everyday. Every single day.
Malay- Read newspaper? No Berita Harian tho.
English- Talk craps. Read a lot. Surf the net. and Text. haha
Economics- Draw numerous lines of Supply and Demand. and do the homework. Read the text.and do notes.
Biology-Do notes
Chemistry-Do notes and do not sleep. Try to understand while ur in class and when teacher is around.
Statistics-Be punctual, wipe the whiteboard clean and shut up and dont utter stupid words.
The Theory of Knowledge- Sit back and think and argue.

Sushi Day at Sushi King

Sushi Evening at Sushi King.

Zahid, Hasnol, Azman, Syafiq, and Me.

No photos. Go google it.Yeah, u will sure find it.

Lazy, lazy bum.

Wei, Zahid, gimme ur new link.



Sic transit gloria mundi. It ends here.

A mixed feelings

I am scared.

Courage the Cowardly Dog. "Stupid dog"

I was burned by this "fear". Yes, it motivates me.
It creates the sense of urgency.
Sometimes, I do think, and I imagine, IF I have a magic ball. And I can see the future.Will it makes me feel better or more insecure?- Answer it, its TOK.

You got to be careful if you didnt know where you're going, because you might NOT get there- Yogi Berra.

Let see. What happen on the same date, at this very time. On the year of 2011.
Let us wait.

Because people have failed.
And everyone shares the equal chance.

Happy Eid Fitri

Assalamualaikum!!
Peace be upon you.

As Ramadhan pass, we look forward for next year, and next year and next year.
I feel that this was the best Ramadhan ever and I hope that next year will be the best.(coz i said it WILL be the best, then it must be better. and its up to me to make it better).

And the Prophet PBUH narrates on behalf of his Lord SWT who said:
Indeed, the most beloved of my servants to me is the one who hastens to break the fast.This is once the sun has set.
(someone gve me tis at the eve of Syawal).. well, i just like it, so i put it here

So, the Syawal has come, Ive went to Redhuan(Smk..hmmm), My Uncle at Lower Tukau, My Another Uncle at Senadin(rmember te Tadika Mawar, so we didnt hve dfficulties fnding our way again), Puan Lily(pujut!!pujut!!9,8b..........), n tmoroe i plan to go Raya wif my fren.

Zero over zero.

Is undefined.
And.
Will create.
A point.
Of D i s c o n t i n u i t y.

This is the end.

Of our mid-sem break.
I really have difficulties in pure math.
Have to wake up earlier if u want to ask Puan Badriyah q.
Concourse, concourse, here we go, here we go.

Wake up early. Early birds get the worm.

I will surpass my limit! People in this college really creep me out.

Itsfriday!

I will finish my h0mework today.

A note on Trem bernama Desire

By Tenesse Williams.

Note that:
Its Only a Paper Moon is by Ella Fitzgerald

Some of the background music which u can find in Youtube:
Blue Piano
Polka Music
Varsouviana

Blan-che- du-Boyz

Something I would like to clarify:
Allan is a gay, thats why he killed himself when Blanche say she's disgusted.
At the end, Blanche lost her grasp on reality, Stanley raped her, but Stella decided not to believe.

What a big big world

Thinking of the past two months is just great.
Living my live to the fullest i might say.
And here, i would gladly jolt what i mean of "getting the most out of ur time"

There will be no regret, and i will make none.
of a this whole new excitement, and experience i will and i have gone trough
Changing ur mind, seeing new things, and meeting people full of energy.
Meeting people is just part of it.

New people, new places after a 5 years routine really get u excited,
but my dear, and as the young blood flow,
so do u must remember ur purpose,
should u not done ur best,
the next ten years will be a disaster,

So, my dear, go, face the challenge,
for the love of knowledge,
and for a clear goal,
and for your pride, and ur family, and humanity,
and ur ambition, and your vision of where u will be
in the next 5 years?

And so, please let me answer this,
I will do my very best,
I will stand out,
Go for the very best,
Improve myself,
Because i havent book my place
the place is not mine.
till i prove it.
That I CAN.
And I can go up up further
than the greatest people that i have ever meet.

And this is what burn me.

Miri, here we go

Break fast in the air.